March 2012
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I hate how my mom handles cutting, with all my guts. She starts yelling, and saying “want me to give you a knife now? So you can just fucking kill yourself now? Do it, just do it so I can bury you already. Just do it. So I can stop stressing already.” She really doesn’t know how to handle it. And it just makes it worse on both my sister and me.
Seattle Tumblr meet up.
phaibooty:
http://www.tumblr.com/meetup/9391
I’m just posting the link, because I’m going. There are about 60+ people already going through facebook. RSVP now. I’ll be there with a couple other tumblr heads.
Note: I’m not the host.
Never ask a cutter why they cut.
It will just make them break even more.
Anyone: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
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You "have" me now.
Please don’t lessen your effort in keeping me. And I’ll do the same.
When playful, turns into naughty.
Anonymous asked: WHO DID YOU ASK?
February 2012
Something about you annoys me.
I don’t know what it is exactly. Maybe its your personality, the way you talk, the way you look, or maybe its just everything about you annoys me. I used to be able to tolerate it, but now seeing you just pisses me off.
I hate knowing there are so many other people that are “cuter” than me and better than me in general. Shows that I have a huge chance of losing someone I like. Well, fuck I get it that I have so many flaws. thanks.
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Sometimes being scared,
is good. A little fear of losing someone can be good. So you end up being careful of what you say and do. You actually think before you speak. And with fear, you keep putting in effort to keeping them.
With you,
my number #1 goal is to make you happy. I will do anything to make you happy. Just seeing you smile, makes my day. I never want to bore you, so everyday I try a little harder, just to make you happy.
Its time.
I have to do this.
I want to;
Him: I want to call you though..
Me: I want to see you..
Him: I want to hug you .
Me: I want to .. hold you tight like you're my teddy bear.
Him: I want to wipe the years of your eyes and I would pick up and fix the broken pieces of your heart whenever you're heartbroken.
Me: Honestly, sometimes I want to kiss you every time you give me those tiny feelings that drives me insane. I want to meet you some day because meeting you will make my life much more satisfied. I want to do a lot of things with you, I hope you'll never disappear and talk to someone better than me. But if you ever do, you're always going to be a piece of my heart because I love you.
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You mean so much to me,
but I wonder if I am to you? I wonder if all the things you say and do to me, are special and unique like I do for you?
I shouldn't listen to music,
while doing my hw…. this just happens…
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Just one day.
I wish I had a whole day where its just you and me. I would take my time and tell you how I feel with every detail. The whole day we can appreciate each others’ existence. Better yet, just stay happy for a whole day and push every problem we have away. It will be just you, me and our happiness.
weesley-ham asked: bop
Barely slept
barely ate.
Have hella homework
irritated as fuck
Don’t push me right now. Holy fuck.
One thing goes wrong,
and everything else does. Everything starts irritating me, and pushing my buttons. I hate it. Even if someone isn’t trying to annoy me, they still do. Ugh, I really hate feeling this way.
I understand the past is the past, but it still hurts if its brought up. So, I just keep to myself.
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I finally understand,
I never had your heart. But you had mine. I was trying the whole fucking time, and you weren’t. Thanks for playing with my heart, like it was your stupid little game.
oh-jennny asked: NIGGA, YOU NEVER TOLD ME YOU ATTEND MARINER NOW -__- i was about to tell you there was someone who looked like you.
No, I'm a virgin.
Leave me alone.
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I wonder if I’m good at pleasing someone sexually. I wonder if I’m a good kisser and other things. I don’t know, its just sometimes I wonder if I can please my lover. I don’t want to suck at it.
I wonder,
if I’m not good at sexual stuff. LOL.
I noticed while going through that blog… all the beautiful girls cut. I was like wtf!? Then I thought about it more, they think they’re ugly and not worth living. The same way a lot of people think. The people I know that cut, are like that too. They’re amazing, talented, and sexy as fuck. But, they’re too blind by the “names”, and insults they get. Its sad,...
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I love sleeping on the phone.
The cute conversations.
Hearing your sexy ass sleepy voice.
Hearing the peaceful breathing on the other side.
saying good night, sweet dreams.
and just, going to sleep…really, really happy.
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I miss falling asleep with someone on the phone at night. It just makes up for my shitty/boring days. Especially if its with someone you care about, or enjoy talking to.
I saw denise at the mall on saturday o_o. I was like tf shes alive :O
Sexually,
I’m a giver not a taker.
A girl's moan is the sexiest thing ever.
I have no respect left for you. You changed to someone you once hated.
Why hold on?
When they put you through more bullshit than everyone else, fucked you over countless times, and the other person already let go?
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